The Last Time I Committed Suicide

Joan tells her writer lover Neal Cassady, "You're out of your mind." (0:07)

Neal finds Joan lying on the floor in a pool of blood after an apparent suicide attempt. (0:13)

Neal tells his friend Ben, referring to characters, "They're symbols."
Ben: "Well, I was feeling... a bit blue..." (0:19)

Neal: "I see no greatness in myself... vaudeville felling, moronic..." (0:21)

His coworker Jerry asks Neal, "What are you on, son?"
"Are you high?"
"I started days, and then my wife died.'(0:25)

Neal tells his friend Harry, "It's a metaphor, man." (0:33)

The mom she baby-sits for tells Mary, "That's crazy stuff."
Referring to a bottle: "It's got a doctor's prescription taped right to the side." (0:41)

Neal: "But as you know, this was not the last time I committed suicide."(1:27)

Title: "In the 1960s, he met up with Ken Kesey... always look like Paul Newman in The Hustler..." (1:28)