Four Good Days

Deb tells her daughter Molly, "The deal was, you wouldn’t come back until you were clean."
”Are you out of drugs?”
Molly: ”I wanna detox, and I can do that here.”
Deb: ”Come back when you’re clean.”
”I’ll see you when you’re clean.”
Molly: ”I just need someplace safe that I can get clean.”
Deb: ”Are you crazy?... How much heroin have I paid for?”
Molly: ”I’ll just detox under a highway...” (0:03)

Deb tells Molly, "If there’s anyone or anything that’s more... relentless than heroin, it’s you."
”If you’re serious, I’ll drive you to detox right now.”
Molly: ”Getting into detox is not that simple.” (0:08)

Admission clerk: “Do you have your Medicaid card?”
"What drugs are you using?"
Molly: ”Heroin, methadone and some crack... uh, if I get any, then maybe Adderall.”
Clerk: ”Last time you used?”
”How long have you been addicted?”
”Have you ever been through detox?”
”Medicaid pays for three nights... paranoia, insomnia. All that’s normal.” (0:11)

Her husband Chris tells Deb, "You should call your mothers’ group."
”Yeah, then you really are an idiot.” (0:14)

Dr. Ortiz tells Molly, "Heroin has a 97% relapse rate."
Deb: ”When she was 17, she sprained her knee water skiing and walked out with a prescription for 75 oxy and never a refill denied.”
Physician: ”What are your triggers?”
Molly: ”Boredom, anxiety, shame, loneliness. Basically, my life’s a trigger.”
Physician: ”Do either of you know what an opiate antagonist is?”
”It’s a shot we give you once a month, and it blocks opiates from getting into your system: heroin, oxy, narco... makes you immune to getting high... You still have to do the active work of recovery: Twelve steps, therapy, all of it.”
Deb tells Molly: ”You’ve spent ten years shooting up heroin laced with what...”
Physician: ”FDA approved. You have to be clean for at least a week. Now if you still have drugs in your system when you get the shot, it puts you into something called rapid withdrawal.”
”You have been in detox four days already.”
”You need to be... away from other users.” (0:16)

A dentist tell Molly, "I”m gonna give you some ointment... non-narcotic..." (0:19)

Molly throws works on the bed.
Deb: "Did you shoot up in here?"
Molly: ”I guess I must have after rehab.” (0:22)

Molly tells Deb, "I thought withdrawals were supposed to be over."
Deb, referring to Molly selling Deb’s jewelry: ”... just don’t worry about it.” (0:27)

Molly’s son Corey tells his sister Chloe, "Shut up, moron."
Chloe, referring to her father Sean: ”He’s grumpy.”
Sean tells Chloe, ”I am not grumpy.” (0:32)

Molly tells Deb, "I’m always thinking about the past or worrying about the future.”
Molly: “...even before I did drugs, I remember worrying about what was next." (0:35)

Deb leaves a telephone message for Molly’s father Dale: "She’s clean..." (0:36)

Molly tells Deb, referring to Sean, "He wants me to get him painkillers." (0:38)

Molly tells Deb, referring to the open door alert, "That sound is driving me crazy."
Deb: ”... I think it might be easier if I just ordered in some heroin.”
Molly: ”What do you want me to say, that I’m bored shitless and craving? I’m bored shitless and craving.” (0:38)

Molly tells coach Miller, "I’m in recovery."
Miller: ”... I mean someone who’s gone through addiction troubles and come out the other side.”
”We’ve already had two kids overdose this year.” (0:42)

Molly answers Deb, referring to a phone caller, "My dealer."
”If I wasn’t a junkie, would you even ask?”
Molly, referring to a transsexual: ”The prom king is now a queen.”
Deb, referring to Molly’s father: ”... his temper tantrums, his moods...” (0:43)

Deb tells Molly’s sister Ashley, referring to Molly, "She’s trying to build up her self-esteem."
”... I need a break from all the craziness.”
Ashley: ”What craziness?”
Deb: ”... it’s a little crazy at the house right now... Chris. He’s addicted to the news.”
”... then she could get the shot, and one month clean will turn into two months...”
”It’s just that I don’t have to worry about you.” (0:49)

Cemetery (0:54)

Molly addresses Coach Miller’s class: "I guess some of you may have heard about the heroin epidemic... my license was suspended because of so many DUIs... I have degraded myself for drugs... The only thing I care about is getting high, because getting high makes me forget about the mess that I have made of my life getting high."
”... I’m not going to let myself steal to get high? That I’m not gonna let myself lose custody of my children to get high? That I’m not gonna let myself stab a needle into my arm?... into my chest?... today I’m not gonna get high, and an hour... later, I am meeting up with my dealer to get high.” (0:54)

Molly tells Deb, "I was high."
”I have had sex for drugs.”
”... if I had had sex for money to buy drugs, would that make me a prostitute?” (0:59)

Molly’s ex-boyfriend Eric asks Deb, "You looking for a fix?"
Deb, referring to Molly: ”She’s clean, so stay away from her.” (1:02)

Deb asks Molly, "Are you crazy?" (1:04)

Molly tells Deb, referring to Molly’s friend Sammy, "She’s dope sick with drugs." (1:06)

Deb tells Molly, referring to Eric, "He came over to the car, trying to sell me some drugs."
Molly: ”I spent seven months puking every morning from morning sickness and withdrawals...” (1:07)

Molly asks Deb, "Are you... crazy?"
Deb: ”Am I crazy?”
Molly: ”You’re such a trigger. I am so sorry that my drug addiction is so incredibly difficult on you.”
Deb: ”The same Sean who wanted you to score for him?” (1:11)

Chris tells Deb, referring to Molly, "Maybe if she’d taken the pills the year before or the year after, she wouldn’t have gotten hooked, but she needed to be high... if you’d stayed in your bad marriage, she would have been an even bigger addict... maybe, the moment her father’s sperm reached your egg she was already an addict, waiting to happen." (1:15)

Woman at support group meeting: "I still get panic attacks when there’s a siren... This new shrink diagnosed me with chronic anxiety. He wants to give me something to help me sleep... Let go, and let god..." (1:17)

Molly nods after someone injects her arm. (1:19)

Molly’s father Dale tells Deb, "I thought you said that you weren’t going to let her back in until she was clean."
Deb: ”She’s been clean a week.” (1:21)

Molly tells Deb, "I’m not clean... I met up with a dealer."
”I got high.”
Deb: ”I am a... moron.”
”You have drugs in your system.”
Molly: ”If you give me your pee, I can pass the drug test. I can get the shot, and that means that I can’t get high for an entire month.”
Deb: ”No, you have drugs in your system.”
Molly: ”Please, I am begging you for help to get clean.” (1:24)

Molly asks Deb, "Why am I freaking out?" (1:27)

Dr. Ortiz injects Molly with depot naltrexone. (1:28)

Deb tells Molly, "... thirty days without having to worry about this nightmare."
Molly begins to experience intense withdrawal. (1:29)

Deb tells a receptionist, referring to Molly, "She’s in acute withdrawal."
Receptionist: ”Heroin?”
Deb: ”She just had the naltrexone shot.”
Receptionist: ”She’s not supposed to get that if she has drugs in her system.”
Deb tells a physician, ”She’s in acute withdrawal.” (1:30)

Deb asks the receptionist, "Do you want to know why she’s an addict?" (1:32)