I'm Still Here

Host: "Gladiator" (0:02)

Actor John Travolta: "Joaquin Phoenix: Walk the Line" (0:02)

Actor Joaquin Phoenix: "... they said I was emotional and intense... when I’m really... honest with myself..." (0:03)

Joaquin: "... I have a dream... my dream..." (0:05)

Joaquin’s personal assistant Antony Langdon: "... It is sober living... after having a problem drinking too much..." (0:06)

Director Carey Perloff: "... Paul Newman, who had just passed away.." (0:07)

Joaquin: "... It’s kinda like the dream team..." (0:08)

Joaquin: "I’m... stressed..." (0:09)

By telephone, Joaquin tells his publicist Sue Patricola, "Sue, Two Lovers will be my last press stuff..." (0:11)

Man on telephone: "... Joaquin Phoenix, or Johnny Cash..." (0:15)

Joaquin tells Larry, "... Like I don’t worry about anything anymore..." (0:19)

Joaquin tells a friend, "... Running around like a... idiot, dude..." (0:21)

Joaquin: "... is it that your dream is unattainable, or is it that you had the wrong dream?" (0:22)

Joaquin tells Antony, "... you’re a... idiot, dude..." 
”... You didn’t score it. I scored it, and I stashed it. You... idiot...” 
Joaquin makes lines of cocaine on a tabletop. 
”... you’re... an idiot.” 
Joaquin insufflates cocaine. (0:23)

Joaquin appears to roll and smoke a marijuana cigarette. (0:25)

By telephone, Joaquin tells Nicole, "... don’t... worry." (0:27)

Joaquin asks Antony, "You wanna hit that?" (0:28)

Casey Affleck answers Sean P. “Diddy” Combs, "Gone Baby Gone" (0:31)

Jamie Foxx: "My album is out. It’s called ‘Intuition’." (0:33)

Ben Stiller answers Joaquin: "I am Greenberg." (0:36)

Joaquin: "... It’s a crazy time... I’m nervous..." (0:40)

Actor Edward James Olmos tells Joaquin, "... and you feel confused..." (0:44)

Joaquin: "... To me it’s all... illusion... dreams are almost dead..." (0:45)

Larry, referring to Joaquin: "... now he’s freaking out about not having weed..." (0:48)

Joaquin: "... it’s totally insane." 
Antony: ”Are you crazy? We have to have patience.” 
Joaquin: ”I should be without weed.” (0:48)

Joaquin: "I’d like a... Joint..." (0:49)

Antony: "You mean it metaphorically." 
Larry: ”Yeah, metaphorically...” 
Joaquin: ”Well say you’re speaking, say metaphorically speaking, or else it’s... confusing.” (0:51)

Joaquin: "If I’m tired and I’m grumpy..." (0:51)

Joaquin tells Antony, "... I’m not a... idiot... take notice of your health care provider..." 
”I think that you are a... selfish, arrogant, worthless...” 
Antony: ”... firstly it was the confidentiality...” 
Joaquin: ”Are you gonna look like the idiot...” (0:55)

Joaquin tells Larry, "... I’m stressed..." (0:59)

Joaquin insufflates a drug. (1:06)

Sue, referring to Joaquin: "... He has a junket for his film Two Lovers..." (1:08)

Poster for Two Lovers
An interviewer asks Joaquin, "Have you seen Two Lovers?" (1:08)

Joaquin tells David Letterman, "That’s just a nervous tic..." 
Letterman: ”Oh, just a nervous tic.” 
”What can you tell us about your days with the unabomber?” 
Joaquin: ”... Does the maniacal laughter...” 
Letterman: ”... the film is Two Lovers...” (1:11)

Joaquin tells Antony, "... You’re a broken alky..." 
"... You’re not... assertive..." (1:18)

Natalie Portman tells Ben Stiller, “You look like you work at a Hasidic meth lab.” (1:23)

Man dressed as Batman: "... and yet as we face anxiety..." 
”... It’s... distracting.” (1:23)

Man: "I’m as giddy as Joaquin Phoenix with... a blank prescription pad." 
Woman: ”Phoenix has gone completely nuts.” (1:24)

Man: "... before we mourn his 15 minutes... There’s no... fantasy to imagine..." (1:24)

Larry: "No, I’m nervous. I mean, I’m freaking out..." (1:28)